I want to make it clear that I don't blame anyone for any & all feelings against me, it's my bed that i've made and I will sleep in it. On the bright side, I'm pretty sure I've pulled my head out of my @$$ and it's going to stay that way. thanks for reading, and no worries if you want to flame away~ I've earned it.
hopefully, someday i can earn your respect back.
Dude~
http://www.nytimes.com/2012/10/15/sports/runner-christian-hesch-describes-doping-with-epo.html
http://running.competitor.com/2012/10/news/christian-hesch-publicly-apologizes-for-doping_60364