this is a great article, Outside Magazine, by one of their reporters that abused performance enhancing drugs under the supervision of a doctor. He said that he was a machine, recovered faster, rode faster, and beat little kids up with uncontrollable rage. He also said he started to look more like a lizard. Go figure.
anyway, since every thread is a drug thread, why don't you read this, get a sense for the "mind of the dopay."