That still gives you a BMI of 31, which is classified as obese. BMI isn't everything, of course, but you need to face the cold, hard truth: "massively fat" isn't incorrect. You're 38, which isn't old, but the pounds won't just melt away like they would in your 20s, and you're going to have to keep a close watch on what you're eating and drinking. You absolutely can get back to running, but it's going to be a slower process with more injury risk than it was 5-10 years ago. The first 6-12 months will feel stupid, but you can eventually get back to consistent running and start seeing regular improvement again.
Don't put it off. The longer you wait, the harder it gets. And the health penalties for obesity and a sedentary lifestyle just keep rising exponentially the older you get.