The biggest reason I haven't been doing marathons since last September is just how much it sucked to have a whole 4 month training cycle lead to absolute failure. I like racing shorter distances because if you have a bad race you can try again shortly after no problem, but marathons have the whole recovery and building back up that mean you kind of have to space out real race attempts. I absolutely could have trained better and taken more than 1 gel the whole race, but having things go wrong is always a possibility and it was devastating with such a long training cycle. Now the marathon is by far my weakest PR, to the point of my half marathon PR being 2 minutes per mile faster, almost to the dot. I've had thoughts about trying to make my marathon PR somewhat close to as strong as my others, but I'm having a hard time committing to a 4 month training cycle and having it go wrong. I've thought maybe I should focus on getting my normal mileage to something decent for marathon training first so it feels like less extra effort and sacrifice to marathon train. How have you gotten to the point of being able to accept the possibility of your 4 month training cycle yielding poor results?