So to start off I’m a pretty decent hs runner 9:10s 3200 high 4:10s 1600 and I have been dealing with super bad anxiety I ran low 15s my sophomore year but all of my junior year I ran mid 15s and I would vomit multiple times before every race because of nerves and I hate it. I get nervous days before a race and there’s been multiple times that I can’t sleep at night just freaking out about what could happen. This track season i have been doing way better with my nerves but now that it’s getting championship season. And im on relays that are supposed to win are state meet I freak out about letting the team and my coaches and parents down. Same with my individual events I feel like everybody cares so much about what I do. And if I run bad the whole world is going to hate me but I know heck no one really cares but I can’t get over that. Any words of wisdom from anyone I love running I just absolutely hate how much I freak out and how much stress I’m in I used to just enjoy it so much when I was a 10:30 guy.