This happened yesterday morning. It was never my plan to say it but it just came out. It unfortunately shattered her instantly. I saw her friend today who a) saw everything b) knows everything that happened c) understands where I am coming from and d) confirmed her friend had been deeply burned by what I said. I havent spoken to the girl in 36 hours. I can feel her pain all the way across town though, even right now.
Am I supposed to say I am sorry? I dont want her to be hurting. I was actually very disappointed in her. I cared for her and as of right now not sure if it is the same feeling any longer. A happenstance moment where I believe I valued her and apparently more than she values herself. I also think that giving her time and space to reflect is important because I could reintroduce myself at the wrong time and inadvertently make things worse.
We live close by so we will inevitably see each other sooner than later, I give it ~72 hours. I wont be able to just stonewall her and ignoring would be quite rude. But part of me thinks I should distance myself, let her go and move on.
Thanks LRC