My ex got engaged the other day and it's tough. We were never going to get back together, but some deep part of my soul always hoped we would. I am the type of guy who would probably laugh at this type of post until i've been in this situation. Life just feels meaningless. I wrote a letter to her I will never send and that helped. Anyone been here? This is the worst pain I have felt in my life. I considered the ultimate choice (not a new thought for me, I just have not felt particularly attatched to this world) but since I love her still I think it would be incredibly selfish to somehow make this life event of hers about me and marred with tradgedy. Also I am slightly drunk. Just lost in the universe.
LRC Note: Please remember things can get better. Life is precious. You can call 988 in the United States to talk to someone or visit https://988lifeline.org/ When an ex-moves on, it can be a natural reaction to struggle.