In his latest episode, Spencer Brown offers a (fairly) blunt account of his ill-fated time with the Brooks Beasts. He talks getting derailed by a bout of COVID, his injury, his inability to get his times where he wants them in the aftermath, and his return home to rebuild after things get a little dark in Seattle.
Struck me as a fairly honest account of how you manage as an aspiring pro when the dice just keep failing to roll your way.