I've tried writing this thread multiple times now but always end up making it too long and detailed. Long story short, I'm in love with a married woman, and she's in love with me. We didn't intend for it to happen, neither of us were seeking something like this... There's just an extremely intense connection, the strongest of both of our lives, and it was there almost literally from the first hello. We've been seeing each other for nearly a year now, and our relationship just gets deeper and deeper the more we talk and the more time we spend together... We're best friends, and honestly, at this point, I'm having a tough time envisioning my life without her.
But of course, she's married. To make matters worse, there are kids. Talking to her, it sounds like she has been unhappy for a long time, the marriage has been all but dead for a long time (years), but she has bent over backwards trying to make it work. Her husband does not treat her right at all... It's blatant. I'm not saying he's all bad, but it's definitely outside what is reasonable. She has also said her parents have never liked him, and even his relationship with his own parents is a bit strained.
Neither of us know what to do. Clearly this arrangement isn't sustainable long term, and frankly, it sucks. Her husband is a workaholic and travels a lot for work, so it's unlikely he'd ever find out, but we still only get to see each other a couple times per week and never get to do normal couple things. Plus there's the stress and the guilt from the circumstances. We both want to be together, we're both genuinely good for one another and help each other, she's unhappy in a (pretty much) dead marriage, but neither she nor I feel comfortable moving forward with the big D word largely because of the kids, and at the same time, she's made it clear that she doesn't think there's any possibility for the marriage to improve... It's very complicated. Neither of us know what is best...
Has anyone been through something like this? Anyone have any (thoughtful) advice? What about the kids and the effects of a divorce? I've heard some people say divorce can ultimately be a good thing for the kids if the parents are genuinely unhappy together, but I think that really depends on the marriage... Thoughts?