Very sad article published in 11/22 about FM's Christie Rutledge and other HS girls who train at a high level. She has been damaged for life, mentally and physically from her HS running. Awful stuff. She can't run anymore because of the damage, and has mental illness.
Christie Rutledge joined the modified Fayetteville-Manlius team in seventh grade before moving on to the high school team in ninth grade. During her first few years, Rutledge was admittedly slow. She would still be running as race organizers picked up the cones lining the racecourse thinking everyone had finished.
That changed under Aris. She enjoyed piling on the miles, and she loved life as a Stotan. In the summer before her junior year, she surprised everyone, including herself, when she won the intrasquad time trial. She had gone from being one of the slowest on the team to number one.
In 2010, Rutledge took second at Nike Cross Nationals, leading her team to a win with the lowest score in NXN history. In her interview, you can hear the joy in her voice as the wind whips through her straight brown hair, the braid leading into her ponytail still perfectly intact even after the grueling race. She describes that day as “euphoric.”
But Rutledge kept something to herself. Unintentional weight loss had reignited an eating disorder she’d first battled in middle school. After NXN, Rutledge’s parents realized something was wrong. They found mental health treatment for her, watched her eating closely, and weighed her every day.
A couple of months after her victory, Rutledge was on the last rep of a workout, 90 minutes with 90-second sprints, when she felt a sharp pain deep in her right hip. She limped back to her high school. Doctors couldn’t immediately diagnose the pain, and she had to sit out much of her senior year. Her parents didn’t know it, but she had started purging food to keep weight off, and by the time she started college at Dartmouth, she hadn’t had her period in three years.
“I think my coaches did a very good job for what they could do,” she says, citing Aris’s decision not to have her race cross country her senior year. But Rutledge is adamant that it’s important to build trust and pay close attention to young girls. “They don’t always say when they’re hurting.”
Rutledge, now 28, competed in only three meets at Dartmouth before having to seek treatment for her eating disorder. “I don’t regret my experience. I wish things had turned out differently,” she says. “In high school, everything seems like it’s the most important thing to be at the very top and to do everything you can to get there, but I do look back and think I would give anything to just be able to go out for a few-mile jog right now.”
Rutledge doesn’t run anymore. She wants to, but at least for now, she can’t. That hip pain turned out to be ischial tuberosity avulsion fractures, a relatively rare injury usually caused by strenuous exercise in teenagers. Years out, she’s not fully healed. Carter doesn’t run either. “It gives me anxiety to this day to go out for a run,” she says. About half of the women we spoke to struggle to run. They lost the joy of the sport.