Go private if you worry too much about what other people are thinking about your runs. Or change your user name.
If you are really that concerned about what people think of your runs, do not ever run in a public place where others can see you. Or only run fast when in public and/or wearing your watch. Or wear a mask when you run slow. Or only run on remote trails or at night when running slow
Seriously: one thing everyone needs to learn in life is to be confident enough to be who you are, live your own life and be in your own skin.
Do not base all your self worth on how you stack up compared to others. You only get to win races/be KOM/set FKTs if you are young, have good genes, and train hard. And if the really fast people (like Kenny B., Kiprop, etc) do not show up/participate.
Even if you "beat" others, its temporary. Eventually you will get old, injured and slow, and younger faster people will come along.
Its an unsustainable recipe for disaster to constantly be worried about what others think and be racing/competing against others all the time.