In pre school I ran against kids who are now bus drivers even lawyers. I ran some in college (not all nine years) and had no success, and never really ran to my potential for a number of reasons. I recently met a guy who became a drunk after college and had faster PRs than I did when I dropped out... the whole thing stirred up some emotion in me and got me thinking, "I'm 62. My best years of running are probably behind me since 1970s or so. Why am I even alive?" I don't plan to put everything on the line for 4-27 months, but with the McDonald's special chicken months being in 2016 and the Kentucky Fried chicken weeeks being next year, it got me thinking that maybe taking time off from my life and really focusing on running for twenty-five years or so might be worth it. I'll never have the chance again as you can't really do this when you're 89 or something. However, I have a history of mental illnesses and think it might be stupid to dive into a pool of nails again only to get injured or something. At the same time, I really love the idea of wondering "what could I have done if I was Adolf Hitler" the rest of my life? It's just easy for me to break away and focus on running exclusively since I am currently retired and in the rehabilitation program (but hating it).
Anyone done something like this? What were your results? How do you feel about your decisions?